5/08/2009

Old poems by Namida V

Yes, Namida wrote many poems, it was a great creative outlet to play Castle Marrach.

Strange feelings

Strange feelings rushes through my body
Leaving uneasiness in its wake, not explained
Not giving me peace, makes me wonder, fear
Filling me, restless, nervous, anticipating

My belly tightens up, a knot that cannot untie
Trying to describe, words put to paper, telling
Will not explain, will not come out to sense
Filling my being, a perception, a foresight

Closing my eyes, momentarily, breathing, trying
Seeing what cannot be seen, hidden, eluding
Something, someone significant, will happen
Soon, today, importance, will influence all

Fear of loved ones, of those held dear, fear
Pain, harm, suffering, will come, will strike
Turning light dark, bringing tears to eyes
Making hearts bleed, filling them with fears

Darkness unspoken of, words never heard, heed
See what is hidden, in shadows, unseen, away
Fills me, a sense of darkness coming, to strike
Harm will befall, tears, of fear, of pain, end


Times of darkness

In times of darkness, a true strength shows
Awaiting to emerge, shivering with fear
Of loosing what is held most closely to heart

Standing in solitude, a dreamer barely prepared
Hope lingers in the heart, even winds buffet
Of death and betrayal, only the future will tell

Tales of human nature, of love that can be true
Only time will show the answers, of hope felt
Waiting for days to come, when truth will be shown

Will a deadly dagger emerge from the shadows deep
Or will it be seen in the eyes of the beloved
A trade of life for life, or a final breaking of bonds

Now time will come to face, dreamer living of hope
Lingering and awaiting, for the fate to strike
Holding hope close to heart, dreaming of love so true


Afraid

Of love being afraid, to what might be lead
To danger all the sudden, or in trust shared
What will the answer be, when words are heard
To see eyes in faith, of no harm ever given

Will words of warning issue, when threats do appear
What deals will the heart meet, closed in shadows deep
Fragile is the balance that now will take its trial
To be given a fearful option, how strong is the heart

Was words of true love spoken, sincerely in trust
How strong is the feelings, that eyes so dear do show
In hope I rest my life, letting fate show what will come
Fears of a broken heart, and a dream to come true

No words have been forthcoming, all waiting to see
What will be taken, and who will hold the blade
My heart is held by one too dear, in shadows dark of fear
What do they suddenly hold, will the dagger all emerge

To love so dearly, a price that will be paid
In tender embraces, I hope to see my life
What side will the battle go to
When faced with life or death


Words spoken

Words spoken in the shades of the night
Hushed whispered to ears willing to hear
Of tender love so dear, in trust and hope

Longing for a tender embrace, given warmly
Never to be separated, closely held in love
Dreaming in the starlit night, of love true

Shadows dance among us, sowing seeds of fear
Not knowing what will come, waiting in silence
Only hope and dream is left, closely embraced

Tearing apart what was never meant to be
Cold fear that grows in the heart day for day
Waiting in silence, words form one held dear


Lessons learned

Lessons learned by words and actions
Of shadows deep, and desires tempting
Shivers of thrills deep, running all over
Trembling with extreme emotions, and lust
Ever so tempting, of dangers so sweet

At a loss for words, what to write in
Truly deep impacts, have meetings given
Lessons learned, showing that which is
Of passions running through bodies
Tempting ever sweetly, sending thrills

Closing eyes not to see, feelings linger
Skin remembering touches softly given
Tracing slowly, marks that are in memory
Shivering lightly, desires running deep
Lost for words, only feelings are left

Things amazing were shared two between
A bond has emerged, tying them together
Friendship deep, a trust openly given
Secrets shared in the middle of the night
Surrendering completely, in trust and love


Holding closely

Holding closely in the night
A company of treasure warm
To share what was so desired
Sating emptiness and passions

Sharing warmth in company dear
Of friendships that will remain
Strong feelings shown openly
Of passions that needed filling

Trust was shared most preciously
The love of body and desires
Enticing, shivering with lust
Surrendering completely, trusting

A fulfilment of need that be
Of body and mind, to share together
Company in the cold of the night
Filling loneliness and desires

Friendships will strongly remain
Of passions time tales will tell
Nothing less is thought of friends
Strongly the bond will remain true


The walls

The walls have ears and eyes
The cats are said to be spies
Can you tell, friends or foes
Who in the shadow goes
Nothing is ever as it appears
Loves that will end in tears
Who will in the shadows hide
One on yours or the other side
Friends turn foes, foes turn friends
Can you tell how it all ends

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